Most of us are not aware because we have become so accustomed to condemning, judging, evaluating, identifying, choosing. The choice obviously prevents awareness because the choice is always made as a result of the conflict. To be aware….just to see it, to be aware of it all without any sense of judgement…
Just be aware, that is all that you have to do, without condemning, without forcing, without trying to change what you are aware of…..if you are aware choicelessly, the whole field of consciousness beings to unfold….. So you begin with the outer and more inwardly. Then you will find, when you move inwardly that the inward and the outward are not two different things, that the outward awareness is not different from the inward awareness, and that they are both the same.
Last week I had sex with one girl as well as this is my first kiss. Yeah, I am 26 years aged person. This is my first kiss and I ever had a kiss from the girl. However, I am a pure virgin guy. Okay, come to the point actually I don’t know what to do when we you are talking with the girl in the room. She tried two times to kiss me I mean she tried meant is like she oftentimes came close to me as she speaks and shares her things what she had last 1 week in her heart. But the third time I am arrested to the kiss I mean the pure sex it happened to me but not exactly what you think. She just told under the neck we have to suck like a vampire so this is the game. She gave first suck on my neck area but I refused and told this part is one of the most sensational areas in our body so I can’t give my word. Sometimes I will cross my limit with you so that’s why I am saying stop this kid games. And then she told you getting fear but I told no I am not then again she kissed I refused two times as well as this time I gave a kiss on her neck area. But again she did this she gave continuously three kisses on my neck my mind just telling oh my God are u still living in this fucking state within me? This time I can’t control I kissed her she kissed me. Finally, I kissed a girl that night but after that kiss usually, I slowly lay down on the bed. she kissed as well as she taught me how to kiss in that time after the incident I spontaneously learned how much soon as possible. But I didn’t hurt her by kissing. But after that nothing, I stopped and she said you are a kid. Oh, wait this is the most embarrassing moment for me. We doing sex we are not humans we are just like an alien. Who told we are humans? Maybe we are the aliens! When we doing the sex example like an avatar movie sex scene. Sex means something we never feel the state. Feel the state and sensitivity. Now I wanna more kisses from the girls but unfortunately don’t have after that night. Yeah it’s really pathetic.
When you call yourself an Indian or a Muslim or a Christian or a European, or anything else, you are being violent. Do you see why it is violent? Because you are separating yourself from the rest of mankind. When you separate yourself by belief, by nationality, by tradition, it breeds violence. So a man who is seeking to understand violence does not belong to any country, to any religion, to any political party or partial system; he is concerned with the total understanding of mankind.
One small house window in the basement in the city of Warsaw, Poland. One guy is sleeping but with eye openly suddenly one aeroplane crossing in the clouds with some new day of feeling. But that before two strange voice is coming from outside. That unknown guy why he opens his eyes? because of this sound. Two voice is shouting and breaking the windows but that voice I heard like a without having a no shape for this ghost but I am sure all thoughts are coming from the external world with judgement as well as if thoughts come from in your inner world then it is time to open the beautiful world. And then unknown guy heard photo fell down sound he stood up from the bed but between this two-room, one hall is there in that room unknown guy friend seeing the window unknown guy asked what sound, where is coming from? He told nothing just a wind, hmm but why someone is shouting outside. No it’s sound they are playing and then unknown told ok I will go and I am going to sleep take care good night. The unknown guy doesn’t know how to react to this tremendous reply with some sacred state voice. Then he fell down in the bed as he just thinking about that sound. Suddenly he heard another sound but this time with some moonlight in the window screen it’s showing with white fog with moonlight and on another side dark. For his eyes moonlight only appearing brightly he seeing continuously for a one minute in that light no one can enter in this light without his permission in that level of confidence he showed by his face in that dark room with a grey cold. Moonlight place shows the intensity on the window screen at the same time dark side changing into white intriguingly that one is a flashlight. His eyes and ears becoming accurate. He decides whatever will come I am going to sleep after he slept none of the sounds as he couldn’t hear it. An aeroplane started from his left side ear it is coming far away from his place after a minute it crossing his head and then to the right ear. What if you guys smoked before this situation that’s what he did in that day night. The interesting part is, the unknown guy had an audit hallucination or not or how many aeroplanes crossed in his reality but if a country like a Poland how many planes will be cross on the sky? The new day Born for him or not? Sunrise rise from the east, not no one knows where it will come?